So it’s been a couple days and I apologize to my followers. But man these last few days have been filled with drama. I am really trying to hold my head high and stay strong especially for my kids. God is really testing my limits.
My week started out good. We had a stay home day (that’s what my daughter calls days off lol) due to extremely cold weather. So it’s been a relaxing week. Until Thursday, I go to work and everything’s normal I do what I do and go on break. Next thing I know my boss calls me telling me my baby daddy just tried to call me at work. Now if you didn’t see my last post I haven’t heard from him in over a year and a half. So it came as a shock like what the hell does he want. Pretty much he wanted me to go out of my way to pick him up so I could give him another chance.
Well thank god I didn’t and I stood my ground because he is on the run from the police and has so much drama with his ex. Like what does he expect me to do. Risk myself going to jail to help him. My kids only have me they don’t really have a father to lean on when something happens to me. So the only way I leave my kids is if I pass away. It won’t be because I helped out my sperm donor and ended up in jail.
I have so much going on right now that I can’t deal with all this drama going on. So I’m keeping my head up high and letting god take over. As much I cared for this guy in the past I don’t anymore. I’m in a happy place in my life and so much happier without him. Being with him was so toxic, it literally drained everything out of me. I’ll always have that soft spot for him because he is my kids father. But there comes a point when you have had enough. And I think 6 years of being in that toxic relationship was enough.
I’ve moved on maybe not with someone else but I’ve moved on from him. He doesn’t make me happy and I like my happy self not my depressed self.